when my heart is over whelmed he will lead me to a rock that is higher than I.

You ever pray you didn't have the "good qualities" that you have?
Due to the fact that they seem to be the cause of your pain.
They make you vulnerable and appear weak.
I have prayed that before.

Wanting to be cold instead of caring, be selfish instead of selfless.
Living to please me and get only for me.
It seems the people who live like that live a happy life.
They are pleased, they got what they want, others don't get close enough to hurt them but they are close enough to please them.

You know God answers prayers right, well the answer to mine was....Nah Bruh...this is all you.

I pray that I may now be able to better aim my "good qualities" that they may hit the targets laid out, and that my accuracy increase. Though the targets may not always be there I pray that I don't get use to firing at them and feel a miss when then hit the ground.