More talk

I never really used this blog thing as a place to record thoughts but i think i like the idea, maybe it will help me talk less and think more...lol....but yeah fa real.

South Africa I am coming sorry for the delay and the dragging of my feat but you a far way away and thats a big move, and my faith is being built for me to walk out on those waters, but im coming baby.

This summer is lookin good imm excited Asia i got my ticket just waitin for the date to bounce...Ima be leaving people who i love and care for for a whole month but experiencing new things, and sights, FOOD UMMM, and people, so it will be a bitter sweet trip but more sweet I hope.

"OH Lord how I miss meh country four years now i livin in Charlotte as soon as ah geh some money ah comin home ah comin home....." Trinidad will be my last summer excursion that i know of. I am definitely excited about that haven't been home in so long and there will be much fun to be had hanging out with family so Trinidad here I come....and an America friend of mine is coming too he as red neck as they get which will be hilarious but a good time none the less....

I realize and am fortunate that I am blessed the way I am, it didn't come with out its share of weight and sorrow but I am oh so thankful for it all....

I wounder if my dad is actually gonna come to my graduation...i spoke to him for the first time in like 5.5 to 6 years last week, he said he always knew i would do well and that i will be famous, he said he knew it since i was a child...umh i wish someone would have to me that comin up.....It would be good if he came i guess i really cant get excited or too hopeful about this all but I pray that God really allows what needs to happen to happen....it just kinda sucks ya know....found him got his number called laughed a bit...then back to silence.....C'est la vie right....

This has been an interesting time i feel like im on a roller coaster ya know, one day im good got money in the bank bills paid feeling good being generous, next few weeks broke, next few days having a great time wit God, next few day feeling lost, next few day feelin smug, next few awesome cuz church was great and I had my meeting with my small group earlier that week, next week ehh mixed with blah and an opps dash of bitterness, then a health packed week of gym and good eating, and through it all i been keepin my hands up.....i swear it makes me so thankful for the little things in life. Seeing God in the little things enjoys "precious sweetness" which always adds to my day, helping a friend out, praying with and for people, and the awesome privilege to talk to God and take everything to Him big and small and he hears and cares and helps me with it all what a father, Mother, Friend,Counselor, head lifer, and the list goes on....

if you have added to my life I thank you, if you have taken away from it or tried to by comin at me wrong, talkin bout me in ways you wouldnt to my face, did some grimmy behind the back crap, tried to use me, or what eva thanks for making me better not bitter.....but im done for now......