Well school is done, grades are in cap and gown has been picked up and family is on the way......excitement should be in the air but.......yeah its not here. I feel it trying to rise up and it will peak its head for but a moment like a familiar fragrance in the wind and then it disappears. The weight of it all is coming now, i have no more insurance from my parent, no real job yet, doing a lil temp work but nothin consistent....but lord us it as a context for blessings to flow.....
I know I will be alright..I know who my provider is and that He has definitely been supply for me for a minute now i can definitely say that but I'm ready to get it together...
I am a man man now.....I been paying my own bills for a while now handling my funds, paying my tithes, taking care of those pop up money drainers, and helping others out.
Now I am really really on my own, now comes the even bigger bills, health care, hopefully mortgage, savings, a woman lol the biggest yet most fulfilling bill lmao lol, idk life comes at you fast, and that's why I pray.
I know i got more to do with life other that just my profession of choice so i know i got that coming soon, i have lots of traveling coming up which i thank God for but when I return from it all the real world will be waiting, fists ready, pot holes hidden, weapons formed, and road blocks in place. I have only one weapon and that is faith which is powered by the word of God. So i am truly not complaining but I see whats coming and I am just praying for help and guidance, I am on the road to being wealthy in finances. God has richly blessed me with the love of friends, family both by blood and spirit, and new relationships that are being built that bless my life far greater than that green. So I press to let the green catch up with the rest. God teach me how to live in this world, using wisdom and discernment in my decision making. I want a family and they will be looking for me to provide, shucks I'm looking for me to provide, teach me how to be more Froogle and wise about saving and investing, please send me all the people i will need to help me in this venture.
Thank you for making a way for those who came before me and those who will be coming after and I know you can do it for me to, I ask and I seek, Knock Knock, so I will continue till i receive, find, and a door is open, waiting with expectancy and pre thanksgiving. Amen
Use me while I am on this process, to help others, and bring you more glory.
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